back to normal

Since Saturday night, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. We finished our Bridals and Groomals and I can't express my excitement in words. My cute photographer has been sending me little hints of the progress in her editing and the pictures are phenomenal! Not only are the pictures causing my excitement, but the simplicity of these last 30 days ahead of us! I have a wonderful wedding planner who has taken full charge of all the details. She just tells me to sleep well, feel beautiful and show up on time! That is an easy to-do  list! I truly appreciate all the effort our family and friends have put into these last few months to prepare Dan and I for our future together as husband and wife. All the life lessons, the love & support, and mostly the examples we have to look up too for the rest of our lives.
Dan and I got caught up in a conversation the other night and it was funny how we talked in circles for what felt like hours. We both stated our fears in marriage and the nervousness we both feel. However, we ended the conversation with the mere fact that we could not live without the other. Dan truly is my better half and I'm a lucky lady to get to love him! He and I couldn't be more different in the ways we live our lives, but we we always meet equally on our love and respect for each other. Marriage is terrifying, I won't lie. I have all kinds of fears and so does he, but God will help us overcome those things as long as we live in the light of the gospel and make decisions through prayer.
Well onto another day! This week has been a busy work-week for me, but it makes the time go by faster!! (which I obviously like!) The nights are busy as well; my roommate and I are moving into Dan and I's apartment this weekend. People keep asking why I am having a roommate this last month of my single life. I can only tell them that I will sleep better at night if I feel protected as well as have someone to talk to about life. It's crazy how much work goes into planning a home with someone. It baffles me how much I don't pay attention.. things like shampoo, toilet paper, eggs etc... those have never been my responsibility til now and it is mind blowing how much I love my mother!