Goals...why?

Maybe it is a good thing for women to plan their own weddings because you can really "find yourself." ha ha okay not really. I've learned too many sad details about my personality while taking on this daunting task. I eat way too much junk, sleep is my best friend and I'm a scary monster when I don't get it, I don't care about tradition, in fact, I've lost all desire to plan anymore details regarding a wedding.... and I am insanely addicted to Cafe Rio. Yep, there you have it, I officially deserve a prescription for "crazy-bride-syndrome."
But you can't blame me-
look at my schedule this week:
Monday- Work from 8 a.m. to 5 p.m., pick up fiance, go to new apartment, avoid ghetto neighbors, meet couch guy, buy and move couches, go home, make dinner then eat it slowly, make friend shower list, email same, call everyone to discuss lame wedding details, coordinate with wedding planner, eat second dinner more slowly, change into sweatpants and put hair on top of head, plan bridals and groomals** (get suspenders for him, flowers for me), make sure to impress Dan's roommates with my uni-brow and mustache, eat cupcakes, vent to Dan about absolutely nothing, then make a long drive home listening to love songs to make me feel somewhat romantic... Then, don't sleep and stare at my ceiling thinking about all the chaos that 's happening tomorrow.
Tuesday-....

Okay, never mind, I'm already exhausted thinking about it.
That was only Monday!!! Our whole week looks like that... seriously.. why do weddings have to be so hard...Luckily falling in love with Dan was so easy.. or I would have given up already!

Anyways, I have some good news! Dan and I have made the decision that we are moving to Seattle this coming summer to continue with school and work, and to be closer to his family. I will be honest with you, I cannot bottle the excitement! I love new adventures and my life with Dan has always been one! We always have such a blast together and I cannot wait to spread our wings as a family. He is a master-pro at moving and doing things spur of the moment, so I'm lucky he gets to teach me how! I can already tell you that I will be scared and worried, but I am thrilled at the same time. I have always been the type that would go anywhere, do anything for someone I love. This will be so beneficial for Dan and even for me! He already has connections made for both of us and we feel so blessed to have the opportunity to experience life together in a new setting! The more we discuss our options the more happy we become! I wouldn't doubt that we stay there for years and perhaps start and raise our family there! I also can't wait to become closer to my soon-to-be in-laws! The anticipation is killing both of us. We continually remind each other, "Let's just get through this year. Then we are outta here!"

Life is so fun when you immerse yourself in it! I'm happy to have such wonderful friends and family and we are excited for these next 36 days to fly by! Let the flying commence!